ilovemj4life

I've been an MJ fan ever since his untimely passing. I know there are ALOT of people who don't like people like me, but I think we're all in this together and we're all fighting the same war for Michael and his legacy. Before Michael to me was just a joke and then when he passed away, all the guilt was boiling up inside me. I would cry endlessly for no reason and the only way I could escape the terrible sadness was by surrounding myself with everything Michael. So now I have displayed my love for him with t-shirts, records, posters, jewelry and I even made MJ things in shop (as you can imagine that went well). I do get teased alot since I'm only in middle school and I'm in love with a "freak" (i'm not calling Michael a freak kuz he was everything but a freak... That's just what they make him out to be and i outrages me) that is gone. But I have friends who accept who I am and I have a family who loves me, but I still feel all alone because there's nobody who understands me. I feel like Michael is my only real friend. I just wish more people understood him.... God bless you Michael and no matter what happens, no matter what people say, or what I have to endure, I will never stop loving you. R.I.P.